Today... is a bad & sad day...

I receive her mail... saying that how irritating i am for what i've done... she even dont want to be my friend at all... i know the result but never really though of that will taste so hard.. or i take it too hard?

Well, since her statement this morning, i feel that the "ghost" inside my heart has gone... it like signalling all the love and miss towards her just blowed away by wind... maybe i am the one who want to keep it... she already long time let it go even before she decided to break with me...

I am stuborn... i admit tat... but WHY??? Maybe memories are the most beautiful things in life, but once u taking it out to share, to talk or even to rethink about it... it feel pain, sad and hard for the other part to accept it... I feel my memories are precious to me... but she doest not feel so...

Is time to move on, is time to go, away from the sadness, feel the glory of sun... and towards the future.... I have to let it go...