is it....

by tat third time, it was hard story for me to tell as i was been past the most darkest month in my life, having troubles with rumors and all shit... can or cant say is settle, but everything pass... and it is trimester break tat time..

i contacted her back as usual since tat dissaster, and everything goes back to normal and the heat going up and up... and i was decided to have the last and final try.. if tis time fail again.. i will swear tat i will nvr think again and remains as fren only~!

oh god~! she was not rejected me like tat last 2 times, and she need time to think tis time, i was so happy+worry too.. after 2 nites after i propose to her, i cant wait le, i know i have to do something to make she is confident with me, and i choose to cal her again on the 7th of sept nite, and we have chat till the 8th of sept, haha, again over night chat~! but, tis time was not same as last time as fren, i am seriously telling her how i feel towards her and i did mention words tat really touch her, i still remember... "if lets say a loveship is an adventure in life, i am willing and able to walk with u, side by side, leading u and together with u to face tis challenge~!! trust me, i will give not only 100%, even more in this relationships to ensure both of us are in happiness, as long as i could... "

the answer? sure yes la~! the date we started = 8th of september, 2003. the day i will remember it forever in my life...

"the chance"

since i know her and getting her on phone, we went out for few occasions and our relationships are better than "good" frens, but yet to be "partners"... both of us understand and know tat we have the feelings.. only waiting for the time to come...

tat nite, i called her as usual, but something not rite happen to her... hmm.. like usual.. she was not in happy mood and can say.. kinda down with some probs i guess... i drag her out and we came to a place that we used to be... the harbour site. she dint say or talk any shit on tat nite while i wit her, i am starting to worry but my head aint stop thining some Q to make her happy.
not until she stop at a side to feel the strong wind tat nite, i was ask her to follow me to do some stupid shit.. hehe.. tat one sure cannot teach as later boys will use to tipu gals one ha~! then after tat trick, i suddenly hug her up with both hands and spin her on the air.. she was quick enough to response and hold my neck straigh~ haha! i still remember tat her face was so scare tat time. and as usual, when i let her down savely, she whack me like shit ~! but, she did recover since tat and feel happy back to talk to me again, and we went to have some supper as she is hungry. while, i still remember tat, after tat nite, she starting to change. the final ice in her heart melted down and yet.. i am still long way to go..

until we went to KL again from melaka as usual, haha~! i written something on her hand, while i driving, using finger. tat 3 important words... "wo ai ni" =p she did response to me saying tat, i am just too young for her... and is not the time yet... hmm.. i was happy tis time as i know tat she giving me the hint, and i patiently wait for the other chance to come... and then, several weeks later, while we having sweet chat again on phone, and i try it another time, and tis time she kinda avoid and dowan to respond it directly, and i know tat my chances now are higher~!! until the third time...

While we were good frens.... (continue)

There are lots of crazy stuff we done together and most the time.. is during mid nite~ haha! what i can remember, is travelling from melaka to KL was not a big deal for me and her as we always did tat~ when we boring, nothing to do, pressure, got something to do at KL, hungry.. and much more~! it was countless and i enjoy my time with her while travelling bcoz we can non-stop talking from the moment i pick her up at home till we chill out at Kl and on our way back from kl~ fiuh~ unbelieveable? believe it...

i understand frens, u can good with some one but not... until midnite u can suddenly wake up to receive or pick up her phone... talk for all shits.. then sleep back again.. i still remember got once, i almost fall asleep tat nite n she called me as got some urgent stuff -> car broke down. it was just minor problems as fius burn and lights could not be cut off, i was with my sleeping shorts and shirt, with terrible hair style and ugly (sleepy) face went to her house there, i though she is the only one there but gosh... i was so regret till i wanna jump back to my car soon i arrive at there! her housemate was all out there.. and.. haih~~

i know she ain't good in taking care of people, but i do~ trust me, i can be ur mom at home if i am free for it~ she went down sick.. first since i met her few months back ady~ was expected.. her housemate was not around and she is not eating... planning to drink water to survive and luckily i was there again~ people say, when a man or woman is down of something.. tats ur chance~! but, i think i dint do anything on it, i just buy her 2 bottles of water, a loaf of raisine roti and some fever medicine, go there, pass to her and off~ after all, i dont like to take advantage on her while she is not feeling well~! just ensuring she will get back better then tats enough~
i am used to think her when i was doing something. I was on BBQ and i reserve some special chicken weeks for her, even a whole chicken~! haha~! it was so funny that people BBQ with a chicken~! blek~! :p


i never know tat was the turning point of our relationship... moving forward.. i dint realize until..