By the time i write tis part... i am hurt once more...
2 days ago.. i was chatting with her... she was so happy... she told me she long time fall in love with another man.. as man who really loves her.. i am happy to congrates her that she find the one who she wants but in the other corner.. my heart is crying and bleeding.. but i still wish all the best for her...

i know all this wil happen someday... somehow and some where.. but i really nvr wanna expect it will happen to me.. and it will now happen it in so soon... i know all this just the day before my convo.. which really.. can be say.. devasting...

should i continue? or should i just give up in writting my personal story of this? i am confuse and lost.. a part of mine say carry on.. but another part of me say let it go..

The Began

It was not as expected, easy and sweet for me in the begining. Both of us was tested with lots of obstacles and challenges. Haha, i still remember that we even plan to have some rules that both of us must follow to ensure the harmonity of our life~ do not meed to much, do not chat on phone too much and do not enter to our each personal world+fren too much~ none of it was achieved in the end as it was hard for us to not meeting and chatting with each other ~!

The end of holiday is the first time i will see her during Uni re-opening ~ feel so excited and planed to go back earlier to melaka to meet her asap~ but in a sudden, i received her call which telling me tat her car broke down at Bukit Beruntung, with all the white gas coming out from the engine~ walao eh~ i change my car with mum, then straight rush to the scene with only around 45 minutes from kajang~ luckily she was ok but the car broke down~ cham~

i spent the next 2 days dealing with her car at workshop, personally go into hand into repair and also dealing with the boss to give me special rates for the services and i did pay part of the whole sum of the money. She came up to meet me up at kajang and we set down to melaka after everything is settle here.

She just moved house~ from the place i met her and left a lot of memories, now is all come to another brand new start as also for the relationships of us~! feeling so great and happy with both of them so appreciate the time we spent together.. warm hugs+hot kisses will not be forget for the rest of my life i think..